Shawn.mirabilevisu
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Missing Her
07/16/09 13:39:02 | 0 Comments
When you walked towards me from the garden that night,
I saw for the first time the most beautiful woman on earth.
A startling white face, burning dark eyes,
the phosphorescent color of your skin, your huntress profile,
I had no desire to extricate myself from your power.
Only to be slain and consumed.
For your beauty drowned me.
As I stood before you,
You killed me by your talk.
I felt I would do anything you asked of me.
The courage of your personality,
sensually heavy with experience,
and whirlpools of feelings,
full of color and brilliance and strangeness.
I boldly embraced you and kissed you intensely fantastic,Swift and arousing resonances was the taste upon our lips
Quick flashes of vertigo, our open mouths and searching tongues,
the drunken look in our eyes.
The searching hands, and heady wafts of breath and perfume.
The kiss was finally broken by fear of its termination.The pleasure was broken.
But the adventure continues in my head,
and my body responds.
Until the next time with you,
No kiss will have that flavor of life
and time slipping by, so uncapturable and unseizable,
the kiss which had no tomorrow and left only a wound of regret.
I live so intensely for that kiss in the garden,
the kiss which remains in my memory as perpetually unfinished
and to be sought out again and again.
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Missing Him
07/16/09 13:32:11 | 0 Comments
Oh, God, that time in his studio when he brushed his hands along my skin, I shivered, for his hands were so warm and the air so cold. Our bodies were instruments which only gave off music. Always with us there was an orchestra, and just as music traverses walls, so our sensuality traversed our bodies and reached up to ecstasy. We sought the real stuff of life. Profound, intimate music. I felt so heavy and drowsy, but not unconscious. I could not make the effort to open my eyes. But I felt my dress so lightly lifted I could not be certain. It could have been lifted by a breeze. exposing my silk-clad legs. Where the stockings ended, I felt a light touch. As if a feather had been brushed against my skin. A human touch, a man's hand, rough, yet light, gentle and searching. The touch was so light that it was as if my skin had a thousand tiny eyes and the touch had lifted their eyelids, and light and heat fell upon them, waves, currents, vibrations of response. Each tiny cell instead of contracting at the touch, expanded and became twice as sensitive. I never moved. My deepest fear was that your hand should stop, grow timid, withdraw. I wanted to move, so as to place a leg a little more sideways, separate from the other so that the fingers could reach the inner skin which was more sensitive than the skin of the thighs. Behind my eyelids I was invaded with a reddish sunset light. It was as if the skin cells had carried red wine, first to my eyes, and then through my neck down to my breasts. The tips of my breasts... -
Poetry of the night ~ {From her viewpoint}
09/23/08 13:44:16 | 1 Comments
you are my erotic pleasure
your love and soul I truly treasure
in your eyes and your body divine
loving only little mine
as you stroke my hair and take me to erotic bliss
starting with one long lingering kiss
slipping off my shoulder straps
I look away as your eyes burn a hole in me
feeling your love and lust burn my body
then with small little pecks and then with a deepness your eyes look with a passionate hue
I love making love to you
cause in the end this peaceful and complete I can never be
its only with you my sweet baby
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Fantasies As I lay here with you Bathed in the fires glow The music lulling us Sweet, soft and low We continue our night of love Starting with a kiss Giving hints of what's to come The ecstasy, the bliss Our tongues intertwine A tingle in my thighs Against my leg pressing Your manhood grows in size My hand slides down your body To hold and touch you I know what turns you on And exactly what to do Slowly, stroking like a whisper My fingers softly cover The special part of you That makes you my only lover Full hardness now I feel As I begin to quicken pace Little sighs escape your lips Sweat upon your... -
For Lovers
09/23/08 13:17:32 | 0 Comments
Let Lovers be crazy, disgraceful and wild
Those who fret about such things
Aren't in Love.
Whisper to me intimately like a Lover,
For tenderness is rare in this world.
It is difficult to convey the magic of Love
To those who are made of dust.
I asked for a kiss,
you gave me six!
From whom did you learn
such mastery?
Full of kindness, generosity . . .
You are not of this world.
When you see the Lovers
Don't pass them by,
Sit with them.
The fire of Love warms the world,
but even fire dies
in the company of ashes -
MY LUCID DREAM
09/18/08 13:32:36 | 0 Comments
In 2006 I had the following lucid dream.
It woke me up in the middle of the night, like a nightmare does. But this one was different. I woke up in complete bliss and ecstasy, I felt overwhelming joy and purpose. It started out with me returning to an old home from my childhood. There were many pictures of family and friends from years gone by. I felt extremely melancholy and out of touch as I walked through the house. These old connections have disappeared or were broken, but I still bear some of the hurts and sadness. Then suddenly, the pastor from my old church walked by me in the hallway. He barely even noticed or acknowledged me. Again, I felt sadness and a lack of connection with my old pastor, my old church, and my faith at that time. I walked into the kitchen and it was full of water up to my waist, and I am struggling to walk through it. (Later I read that water has to do with emotions, in your dreams, usually depression). I tell myself "Why are you staying in this house? There is nothing here for you anymore, but sadness and old memories. You need to leave!" So I did! I walked outside and down the street. I came upon a big excavator machine that was digging a big hole in an empty lot. I sat down to watch. Soon I saw an off white or pale gray large object being uncovered. It looked to me like the rounded roof top of an old chevy pick-up truck. I thought "Wow, why would someone bury an old truck here?" As the machine kept digging, I then saw two rounded objects, of the same color. One on each side. Suddenly, I realized that these two objects were ears - huge ears. The ears of an elephant, because just then I saw the tip of his trunk be uncovered by the machine. Then his eyes were uncovered. With a startling shock to me, his eyes suddenly opened and he gasped for breath through the nostrils in his trunk. "He's still alive!!!!!" I screamed to the man operating the machine. "Please help him!!!" The elephant's skin had turned to pale gray from being buried for so long. And he gasped for breath like someone you had just saved from drowning. As I watched excitedly, I was soon overwhelmed to see not one elephant being uncovered - but a whole herd of white elephants being rescued from near death. The whole field is full of elephants, just barely still alive. As they are dug out of the ground, they step up and out, and then trumpet mightily through their trunks and mouths, as if they are saying "We are alive!!! We are free now!!!!!" That is when I woke up.
As I studied the symbolism of white elephants, I was fascinated. Here is a good summary:
The Spirituality Of Elephants The elephant is the largest living land animal, revered for its strength and intelligence. In the Far East, the elephant traditionally carried royalty and nobility, therefore equating it with much status. The elephant symbolizes wisdom, patience, and longevity and is the subject of much folklore. Though big and strong, elephants are really peaceful, gentle animals.
In Asian and Buddhist tradition, the white elephant is considered the most sacred of all animals. It is said that mothers of great teachers and masters dream of white elephants. And, according to legend, while she was pregnant, Buddha's mother dreamt a white elephant entered her womb.
The elephant is also considered sacred throughout India and Southeast Asia. In spiritual artwork, the elephant is often depicted carrying gods. As the god of warriors, the elephant was Indra's super weapon and as the god of rain, Indra used the gray elephant to bring forth monsoons. The elephant-faced god Ganesha, is one of the most beloved Hindu gods. His name is often called out at the start of worship, as well as at the beginning of new enterprises, as he has the power to remove obstacles. He is also the patron of literature and learning.
One of the most outstanding features of the elephant is its trunk and the elephant does have a strong sense of smell. According to animal totem custom, the sense of smell is a symbol of discriminating taste. Those with an elephant totem should pay attention to the old adage, "something smells funny." In a more literal sense, aromatherapy can be especially beneficial to those with elephant totems. Essential oils and incense will enable you to shift your consciousness effectively, for the elephant is also symbolic of clouds, representing the mist that separates the formed world from the unformed.
Totem traditions too, pay attention to the elephant's strong sense of family and society,... -
How to Face the Ridicule and Anger of Others
09/18/08 05:37:29 | 0 Comments
A very angry and rude man had heard much about Buddha's teachings and the greatness of Buddha's spirit. He did not believe any of it. He decided to expose Buddha as a fraud, by ridiculing and insulting him. He went searching and found Buddha in a village. He came up and began insulting him. "You have no right teaching others," he shouted. "You are as stupid as everyone else who believes these crazy things. You are nothing but a fake." All day the rude man followed Buddha around and pelted him with angry words. Buddha was not upset by these insults.
Finally the rude man grew tired of his assault and questioned Buddha, "How is it that you continue on?"
Buddha asked the angry man, "Tell me, if you bring a gift to someone, and that person does not take it, to whom does the gift belong?"
The man was surprised to be asked such a strange question and answered, "It would belong to me because I brought the gift."
Buddha smiled and said "That is correct. And it is exactly the same with your anger. If you become angry with me and I do not get insulted, then the anger falls back on you. You are then the only one who becomes unhappy, not me. All you have done is hurt yourself."
Buddha's contentment, love and spirituality remained constant, because he refused to accept the angry "gift" of this rude man. Don't let the unhappiness, judgments, small thinking and anger of others get inside of you. Refuse the gift. Let their unhappiness, hatred and hurt remain with them. You stay centered in your love and faith.
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Poetry
09/10/08 08:36:13 | 0 Comments
love me;
that's all i need.
i want our lips to dance that dance,
perform that ritual of passion.
touch me;
let your fingers be drawn to my body
and explore for themselves.
give me that erotic fragrance
that hangs on you like a shadow.
i want to kiss those lips
again and again; it's my forbidden fruit
and it tastes so good.
i want to caress you
hold you, love you
while i still have the chance (who knows
if tomorrow even exists?)
i can't get enough of your temptation.
your skin, under my hands
is beautiful when you relax-
letting go of everything,
yet holding on to us.
your eyes burn with a consuming fire that
warms us both with ecstacy.
your knowing soul can guide us both
as we delve into sweet intimacy.
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My astrology reading
09/10/08 08:23:08 | 0 Comments
Sun in Sagittarius, Moon in Leo
Your astrological positions confer upon you a splendid combination. You have a gift for perceiving complex ideas as one concept, for reducing multiple problems to one workable unity. You exude power and energy and are warmed by the attention and admiration of others.
The key word about your attitude toward love is sharing - the closer, dearer and more intimately friendly your relationships, the happier you will be.
Either your passionate or spiritual side will be awakened, lending you the ability to foresee the future.
Your affections are boundless, and your heart can go out to many without diffusing your emotions. You are magnanimous and loyal. In whatever area you rest your interest, you will assume a position of leadership.
Ascendant in Leo, Sun in the Fifth House
You will be generally regarded as an amiable, sincere and generous person who, however, has much pride and sensitivity. Egocentricity is one of the prices of being born with the Ascendant sign of Leo. Another aspect of this zodiacal sign is that your personality becomes excessively charged with passion and sexual desire. On the other hand, these zodiacal signs grant in life a large dose of vitality as well as a fine physical shape and a strong, healthy constitution.
Leo will grant you very sincere and affectionate relationships in which you desire to bring happiness and an overall feeling of charitable spirit and warmth to your loved one.
Moon in the First HouseThe Moon is in the first house. This position indicates that you are strongly influenced by your feelings and moods.
You express your sensitivity through an emotional need to nurture and be nurtured by others. The advantage of this position lies in your ability to sense other people's needs and desires. In fact, you have a calming effect on people who are under stress, and this makes you ideally suited for working with the public.
Sun in the Fifth House
The Sun was found in the fifth house at the time of your birth. This is a very significant location for the Sun.
There seems to be a progressive and gradual expansion of your feelings, especially the generative ones, throughout the years. Your life is oriented towards success in matters of enterprises, businesses, speculations, and society and pleasurable activities. Your love life promises to be very rich and will list many rewarding emotional attachments. In love you conduct yourself with dignity and certain poise.
Groovy quotes
You were born with potential.
You were born with goodness and trust.
You were born with ideals and dreams.
You were born with greatness.
You were born with wings.
You are not meant for crawling, so don`t.
You have wings.
Learn to use them and fly
~Rumi
Each friend represents a world in us,
a world possibly not born until they arrive,
and it's only by this meeting that a new world is born.
~ Anais Nin
I do not accept any absolute formulas for living. No preconceived code can see ahead to everything that can happen in a man's life. As we live, we grow and our beliefs change. They must change. So I think we should live with this constant discovery. We should be open to this adventure in heightened awareness of living. We should stake our whole existence on our willingness to explore and experience.
~ Martin Buber
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